I finally did it!

I did it. I finally did it. I started my own blog. I don't really know why, but I did.

Since I ventured in to the world of digital scrapbooking, I have found so many blogs that I just love to look at. There are so many talented women out there. I guess maybe my creative inner being is screaming to be let out.

After working (and living) so many years in a very structured world - working 60+ hour weeks, running to keep up with schedules, and doing everything possible to make everyone else happy except myself - I somehow lost sight of who I am. Who am I? I don't even know anymore. I don't think I ever took the time to figure out who I was as an individual. I have always thought of myself in relation to who I was to other people. But not who I was to myself. I am a wife, mother, sister, daughter, friend, co-worker, etc. But those are relationships. Who am I as a person? What are my beliefs and what do I stand for? What are my favorites and what do I despise? What are my talents? What are my goals? What are my dreams? Those are the questions I would like to answer as I start 2010 on a journey to rediscover, scratch that, DISCOVER who I am.

I have many different thoughts for this blog - maybe it will just be a place to keep all of my thoughts to get them out of my head. After all it is getting a little crowded in there - might explain the abundance of headaches I seem to have these days. Maybe it will be where I discover who I am. Maybe it will be where I discover what God intended for me. As for now, it's back to being a mother as it's time to venture out in the cold wind and snow to get my Kindergartner off the bus.